Where do i see myself in 5 years?

Hey guys princessprt here and i guess its time for me to do this question. Though there are two ways to answer this because lets be honest who here has actually been able to accomplish what they write down when their teacher asks where said student sees themselves in 5 years. We can either be realistix or Optimistic. Lets do an example and start with realistic

Realisticly Lets be honest here. Theres multiple ways to go here. I could be finnishing college, i could also be in a job, Theres a million and one ways i could end up. Because lets be honest here and now. Miracles might happen but hiccups and bumps are in the road ahead. Some bumps will be so small they wont be noticible at all and some bumps might change the course. Honestly i can say in all realistic possiblilities that i have no clue what will be infront of me. I dont know if i'll wind up keeping this blog going or keep my channel going. I dont know if youtube will last that long or if blogger will survive and fight its way for all 5 years. Especially since most people are releasing blogs on personal websites where they can advertise their shops they set up on there. Not only that but i currently blog and create youtube content with out the promise of money or the promise of finacial stability. Granted i want to be able to do projects for the people who are here but some projects are to costly without some help. Some projects i just cant afford. I cant afford to do constant crafts and some other things. Cooking currently just means nuking some food in the microwave or cooking eggs whether it be by boiling them or frying them or even scrambling them. Yes i would be happy if i could do projects from crafts to cooking to science experiments and more. Stuff that would be costly, but if i could i would love to do it. The problem is that it IS costly. So if i try to do that i would have to go get a job and wouldnt be able to do as many videos as i want to. 

Now if i were optimistic i would be hoping that i could be a youtuber who blogs and more. I would want to do a crafting channel where i would do alot of cool stuff and include some of my family or friends who might want to do crafts with me.I would want to do a cooking channel with my family and/or friends where either my dad or myself are the taste testers. I would want to do a science channel with family and friends. i want to do so much. To the point where the goal or dream isnt realistic.