Hey guys princessprt here. It's been a bleh day. Kept finding dead birds near my morning classes so already bad start. We're having 2 tests at the end of this week. This week just feels like bleh. This weekend started out with me having so much energy and motivation but half way through it just fell. I don't feel motivated, I don't feel energetic, I guess I just feel hopeless? Schools not doing good. Due to reasons I can not explain the internet is getting cut. I fell tired and sick and I wanna just sit down and ignore it and I guess just ignore reality. Because I have gotten more notices about people I knew and people I was family or friends with just died. What's the point? With the way things are going there is a high chance that we won't be able to make rent or bills after this semester. Making YouTube videos has become to expensive and I don't know if I can even attempt to try and make even one a month. It's just everything is falling apart and it feels like my fault. Why is life so hard. It's just I'm tired everything is not going well and it's been a shitty week. I'll see you guys later
