Is it the end? Ending with a forever hiatus?

Hey guys princessprt here and i dont have any good news. As you all know i run a blog and a youtube channel. I also have a ask blog open over on tumblr so people can ask me questions. I know i havent been doing great on the new schedule but hey when life gives ya lemons. However i might be going on a very long hiatus which might last two months or more...or it might last for good. 2019 has been a rough month that is for certain. I lost another family member last week. Feburary wasnt a great month and janurary wasnt as pleasant either. The point im getting at is that things are getting tighter then before and i will have a choice to make this weekend. This choice will decide how the future turns out. From how it looks so far. The harder option will be chosen. The choice will be whether we can keep the home we have been renting or move. If we move i wont be able to take alot and i will loose my dog cocoa. The bigger problem with moving is that i will have to live with my grandmother for a good amount of time which could be as little as 2 months or more. Dont get me wrong i love my nana by i cant stand her. I will also loose alot of my mom's things. If i move ya'll probably wont hear from me for awhile. It costs 2000 dollars to just pay bills alone. Its almost come to the point where it would be to costly for me to run my youtube channel. I would ask you guys to check out my patreon and etsy but i cant. My etsy shop started to become to pricey to run as since no one was buying anything i was loosing money pretty quickly. My Patreon is currently under a Remodeling since it seemed to be a jumbo mess. Also i know you guys probably wont even if i did. Funny isnt it, when you work hard on something cause you just want it to fit but you cant... thats note the point now. The Point is that come this weekend i will know the final verdict. So i guess i'll see you guys this sunday.