Spider Marbles

 I have lost my marbles because they’ve learned how to run

They all grew four pairs of legs cause wall climbing seems fun

If you think this is all that they’ve done trust me this isnt all they’ve done underneath the sun

When they scoot away i’ll soon be left with none

Never thought i’d loose my marbles this way and its kinda left me stun

If it was a Race they would have probably won

If i lost my marbles i thought i’d start with one

My mistake was that i didnt think id loose a ton

Trust me my friend if you think this story is spun

Look at reality and realize this story’s just begun

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The Spiders in my head slowly trickled out

I was left pretty stunned cause now my marbles i was without

While a toddler might scream or pout

I was left with some doubts

I honestly wanted to shout

But then a thought came to my head like what was that bout?

I could throw a tantrum or my spiders and marbles i could scout

Thought i definitely didnt know which route

Honestly felt like swimming upstream cause i felt like a trout

Then i realized that to my marbles and spiders that i was not devout

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So i sat and listened to music while thoughts played in my head 

I slept in and just laid in my bed

Best sleep i ever got as i read

Just relaxing in my own little world and then felt the spiders fled

They flood right back into my head as they sped

As the marbles went and retook their spots, there was so much left to be said

Then the thoughts in my head kinda scattered as the marbles spread

Then there came the existential dread

If my spiders i could plead

Then the spiders asked why i wasnt dead.

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Content Creator Hatred instead of love

 I dont under stand hatred when love is all that i wish to recieve

But Every time i Leave with the content i weave it brings you back to me

Even Though i make it free it doesnt come for cheap Nor is it Guranteed for Validation is the key

In the Internet Sea people tend to disagree where as history gives a chance to forsee 

Going on a Creation Spree going wild cause creating gives me such a high but it goes with the tide

I don't want to be pushed to the side No matter how hard i try or the content i provide

Guess i'll be my own guide put my pride on the line We're in for a ride.

By my own Design, I'll be redefined so it'll blow all their minds and making strides