Inner lost child and some shit

 hey guys so princessprt here. Today i'm talking about inner lost child. I understand that everyone has a inner child that they somehow in someway hurt. I see people talking about it all the time and i do wish to do that as well, but a point has to be made. I am not at a point in life where my living situation is safe to heal in. I'm still close to thoose who hurt the inner child in me because i am in a reality where i am still living with them. I don't understand, trust, or love myself due to thoose issues. I hallucinate sounds, touches and see things to a degree. sometimes i discover my hallucinations are in fact not hallucinations but things i actually saw but refused to believe. I physically am in a situation where i need to keep a mask on majority of the times until it's safe to do so. That being said..I'm a hypocrit. I understand that i need to heal and that if i don't i'm just pushing off what needs to be done. wish me luck folks

Holy shit its been awhile guys

 hey guys princessprt how are ya'll its been awhile!

just letting ya'll know im alive

Hardcore Crafting Dead

 

• Crafting Dead Mod

• Tough Nails mod

• Lost town/cities mod

• Desolation mod

• Better weather mod

• Mob sunscreen mod

• Smarter Zombies Mod

• Zombie Extreme Mod

• Optifine

• Bad mobs

• Better fps mod

• Wasteland

• Recurrent complex

• Thicc entities

• Zombie awareness

• Armor underwear

• Grapple mod

• Ai improvements

• Bane of mankind

• More Zombie Villagers

• Tissou’s zombie pack

• Guard Villagers mod

• Improved Mod

• Enhanced celestials

• Security Craft

• Vending Machine mod

• Corpse Mod

• Xaero’s Minimap

• Traveler’s Backpack

• Just Enough items

• Iron Chests

• 7 days to mine

• journey map

• storage drawers

• biomes o plenty

• Waystones [maybe]

• just enough resources

• tinker's construct

• Pams harvestcraft

• Cooking for blockheads

• Agricraft

• farming for block heads

• And more coming soon

Somethings i wished i could do but sadly i cant

 hey guys princessprt here and today we'll be talking about things i wished i could do but sadly cant for a variety of reasons mostly cause poor. 

• Mysterious packages

Mysterious packages is a online website where you can purchase various adventures and horror boxes or items holding awesome tales. Honestly i would love to start a series where i could buy a box or item and try to solve the mystery. But if i do this would probably be a once a month sort of deal as that might be enough time for me to save up enough to buy a box or i might make one box stretch to a couple of months. Not to mention theres also various crates similar to this that i would love to try out.

• Loot Crates
  

Loot crates is a online service where you can existentially buy a mystery box. These are realively cheaper than the items inside sometimes but i think it would be cool to do a couple loot crate/box openings of some of my relatively favorite themes.

• Candy shop with Candy from around the world

Honestly having a candy shop would be cool especially if it specialized in candy and various sweets from around the world from having it shipped in to possibly making it fresh in the store itself i think would be pretty cool and fun. cotton candy included.

• My own Party place

Now this is just a wierd idea but essentially a giant party place with like a zipline around the area, A Playground/play place with swings, A Retro arcade with various games, A Video game area with various consoles where you can play on them for a limited time, a Bucking buffalo game, definetly a ninja warrior or parkour place, Trampolinesss, A Sectioned off hot tub and pool area that includes a water park, Big ball pits, basket ball mini court, Mini soccor court, baseball cages, Sectioned off Board game room with a mini library, electronic Aquarium tunnel and much more.

• Escape Room vods

Doing some escape rooms and also recording do the escape rooms are cool.

• More Photos

Exploring more and taking the chance to get more photographs from illusions to incredible spots. 

• Cosplay

Having more fun dressing up as various characters and getting more confident to be able to cosplay a variety of more characters

• Interactive Videos

Creating more content but with multiple choices and leading to a variety of endings.

• More Minecraft Roleplays

Creating a Variety Of minecraft roleplays with either story or improv. I wanna be able to start uploading the roleplays as a regular thing for my channel but i hope to expand to multiple types of roleplay.

• More Gacha videos

I do wanna try and expand creating more gacha videos but usually just music unless i got a cool story idea to tell. but i wanna try to make them either weekly or monthly not special occasions.

• Art, Craft, Cooking, and science videos

I said it once and ill say it again i do hope to expand to creating art & craft videos along with cooking and science episodes but it'll take awhile before i can try any of that. Who knows maybe next year.

• Making my own Items

I do wanna invest in a compress to try and make some resin items and a 3d printer cause i do want to get into making this stuff and i have the information that i could use to make it. I also wanna make a variety of items with the compress ranging from dice and other items with resin and other things but that also requires molds. I do wanna have a 3d printer to create my own items and i think it would be really cool

• Craft Room

If i ever get a chance i wanna have an arts and craft room dedicated to various crafts and arts with supplies, tools, resources, tables, and space to make these things.

• VR Room

My dad and myself are interested in vr and if we do get the chance we would love to get a room where we can essentially dedicated to vr and enough room for us to do things. definetly padded incase we fall with railling or things we can use to get up and chairs to sit in.

• Sensory room

A Sensory room to just chill out, relax and destress

• Spa Room

because i want a spa room to setup and have a relaxing day

• Learn to code/Make games

Honestly i would love to be able to make games and code to create a variety of them. Currently speaking im in the middle of story writing/planing for two of them. 

• Challenge Videos

honestly i have a few challenge ideas for videos that honestly seem pretty fun

• fake igloo made of glass/plastic

A Cool observatory made of glass designed to mimic a igloo with a indoor floor of probably a trampoline in the ground

• more items listed at a later date

Minecraft Roleplays I wanna do

[X] Fantasy Medieval
[X]Fairytail
[ ] Persona 1-5
[ ] Harry Potter
[ ]How to train a dragon
[ ] Fire emblem
[ ]Pokemon
[ ] Percy Jackson/Orgins of Olympus
[ ]DND
[ ]SCP
[ ] Fnaf

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someone asked me for a list of my favorite game types here they are

• Strategy
• RPG
• Choose your own adventure
• Story rich
• Immersive Sim
• Choices matter
• Visual Novel
• Adventure
• horror
• Point & click
•  detective
• Fantasy
• co-op/Multiplayer (i like to play with friends)
• Interactive Fiction
• sci-fi
• Simulation
• Funny
• FMV

Please note that these are the tags that are the MOST common if not appear the most in games I play or have an interest in playing. Just because it may have the tag does not mean I will automatically like it but rather I have a preference for those types of games.