April 2nd-5th

Hey guys princessprt here and I`ll be talking about my current week or basically Something that was 2-3 weeks ago. So heres the deal. Truth is I had a Horrible Week. Monday and Tuesday I came down with a bad Sinus Cold. Monday i had art class and we had to draw a nude model and after doing some drawing excerises we showed one of our final 5-6 (my brain is really tired so idk) pieces to the class. I saw the first 4 which were pretty cool. Which made me realise how horrible my pieces were. Granted I was to say the very least is that i got discouraged. To which I got really depressed because everyone was working with skill in some vary good mediums while All i could really do decent in was sketching, Color penciled, Markers, and Crayons. In truth i have Less than a month to get 3 half finnished pieces done and Start 2 pieces to then complete. Everything after that just turns into a blur i remember it but i can`t place it in a Order until Wednesday. On Tuesday I just remember I had just gotten finnished with the research for the Essay in English with finding links or resources to use. Wednesday we got to work on the art model again and i worked on my piece. Maybe i`ll make a poster for a 4th or 5th piece. Psycology teacher got sick so i had to get a ride home. I haven`t had a Wink of sleep. Now either im thinking of this morning or last morning. Either way got a call from nana chewing me out for not picking up my phone. Asked her what time this was and she said to check my phone which says Yesterday. Yeah, Fun fact my phone doesn`t time stamp calls if it goes pass a Day meaning i had no clue when she called. Reason why is because There were points where i was listening to music while being on the other side of the house doing something. So basically besides that my papal picks me up to take my to college. As we`re driving he sometimes doesn`t say anything to me on the way there. So the other times its either something that doesn`t really matter for exampl a dude have a hair cut that made papal think he was a she. Something that he shouldn`t be paying attention to like for example looking to see if the gates are open in the dam while driving on a different bridge. Sometimes Its something about for example my incompetence to do things. I am not joking, today i had to get new glasses so decided to go to grab them while heading to class. On the way to class papal wants me to put them in either the cup holder or in the seat because, his words exactly "Your going to set them down and loose them"  This is just one of the things he says. Then theres nana who doesn`t always call when she comes up like she is suppose to and funny thing is that when she does its because i missed her call. Also i just remembered something else she said in a morning call, on the cell or in person. this thing is that she was complaining about how i didnt pick up the phone and she decided to not come down there and if there was an emergency then she would just ignore it because i didn`t pick up her call. Funniest thing is that i actually went to bed early that night so i just slept through it. Thats not even the funniest part. No, its the fact that my nana shoves her way in every time she visits no matter what reason. Nor is it the fact that she confuses the fact of me doing MY GOD DAMN HOMEWORK with me playing on the computer and then she yells or screams at me because im just playing on the computer. Nor is it the fact that times when i correct her, she gives me a GOD DAMN ATTITUDE because for example she called a tool we had called the grab it hers and then is angery at me because i corrected her. Nor is it the fact that she Tells this lie of me doing nothing because she wants me to move in with her. Then i get a call from my dad Less than an hour ago saying that if this house wasn`t clean then i would be moved down to nana`s and Cocoa would be in the pound. Nana, you took this to the point of me nearly loosing my dog cocoa. She is worth more to me than you will ever understand, She is my sister and my Emotional Support dog. I have had one melt down every day of the week, Today i have had 3. I was so close to be over depression then it came crashing back down on me. Today is not a good day. This was not a good week. So readers answer me this. What would you do? I just feel like a ghost who is just going to disappear. Someone who is better off giving up. Becuase what is the point? Now if you`ll excuse me, i have stuff to do.

My Summer Break Plans

• Playing some Pokemon Tabletop, PTU
• Doing more art
• Pre-Recording Videos
• Switch to doing Daily Blog Posts.
• Loose Weight
• Do Some Volunteer work
• Get an Online job 
• Actually Create Posters for store.
• Do a Daily 5-10 Walk with Cocoa
• Draw Daily
• Finnish the mine labs: Ninjago Project
• Drink a Cup of water everyday
• Finnish the Channel and Patreon Trailer
• Read and Finnish a book every week
• Create a New Icon and Banner
• Work on my Linkedin Portfolio
• Learn a New Language
• Do a Livestream
• Finnish and Publish the Clean Highway Project
• Create a Facebook page for Princessprt
• Check off a Bucket list item
• Learn a New Skill
• Finnish the main website
• Setup an Online Store on the Website.

So yeah thats the Entire Plans to which I plan on getting done in Summer. Anyway i`ll see you guys later.

A Pokemon Tabletop Story- The Dark Recipe

Hey guys princessprt here and Today i`ll tell you about the first time i played Pokemon Tabletop or PTU. Before the campaign we were hanging out in discord waiting for this other dude we dubbed Nurse Joy Man. Nurse Joy Man would be getting a Happiny. During talking about stuff i brought up a Joke that me and some friends made a joke Story. We had the Starter pokemon Be able to talk in human and have it be Arnold Schwartinager. Thats when we decided that If he joined that we would give him a Emo Happiny that could talk. Also made a joke about Happiny use Double Kick, Super effect below the belt Double kick, Kicked once! Thats when we decided that we would turn happiny into food that he would serve to a customer and would have him even taste test. Then when he got back have the chief give him the recipe. And thats when we would bring out the popcorn to watch. It was funny but dark as well. anyway guys see ya`ll later.

Feminist and Masculinity

Hey guys i probably misspelled the title but basically During a Class for a Project we get to make A Collage about Feminism and/or Masculinity. Everyone in class was talking about themes which mine will be video games. So yeah, probably if not most definetely won`t be doing a blog post about feminist or Masculinity because of all the drama that comes with it. More or less because I don`t really care. Masculinity has to be rethought and Some Feminist do take it to far. In truth I`m all for a Equal ground. Fairy tail the anime made shots with Be a Man Jokes in its anime and i really liked the anime. Still need to get to finnishing the rest of it though. Anyway i gotta go because its getting late and i still got stuff to do.

Plans of May!

hey guys princessprt here and you`ll probably see 2-5 updates in may and this will be the Current Newest one. So yeah. Heres the deal.
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• Youtube video`s Will return on a Daily Basis In June of this Year. Also All Videos past that will be Pre-Recorded
• Minumum of A Once a week Blog post.
• Once a Month Deviant Art piece.
• Work on Posters for My channel
• Finnish Remaking the Icon and Banner
• Finnish the Youtube and Patreon Trailer
• Work on a Facebook for Princessprt.
• Finnish Working on Princessprt Website

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My Life Outside of Princessprt

• Loose Weight
• Start going on 5-10 Minute Walks with my Dog.
• Work on Linkedin Profile
• Finnish The Clean Highway and Kudzu Paper Project
• Do nothing but sleep for a Day. 
• Complete a Bucket List item
• Face a Fear
• Do DnD or Pokemon Tabletop RPG sometime or another
• Create a Minecraft Server
• Read a Book And Complete in a Week
• Learn a New Language
• Learn a New Recipe
• Get a New Hobby
• Break a Bad Habit
• Get Rid of Achme
• Learn Something New
• Finnish the Ninjago Modded Map

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So yeah anyway im off i got stuff to do. Peace out!

Things are about to go wierd.

Hey guys princessprt here and Today i will basically be using this blog post for a heads up or basically math. So as you guys know i have or Will be Pre-Recording videos to post until the next time I can Pre-Record them. So Heres the deal some series will be based completely off of how long or how many episodes it takes to complete it. Others happen to complete based on the number of episodes. To which will be replaced with another series. Lets say about Skywars challenges which would be every monday. The Ending number is 50 And then if i get a certain amount of likes on that video i will return it but as a different minigame. So far to the point im making this there have been 6 of the 50 completed so.....April 8th of 2019 is when it would be over. Which conviently enough is the same day as the day im making this. So yeah. Anyway thats all.

The purpose of creating

Hey guys princessprt here and I guess I just felt like talking this out. In the world time flows away with the memories of the past. Most mmorpg games won't survive past 2 years. They created this game world that they know won't last long. It never does, so then why do they do that. Why create a game that won't live past 2 years or less. I mean you can always find a game or two that surpasses that age. They sure make use of it though. You can find ads and purchase materials online. Yeah that's a good reason, but there is a better one. Here is a fact, everyone and everything faces a clicking tock not knowing when it will stop. Games, artist, and so many other people do stuff that may not seem to last long, but it doesn't have to. The point is that everyday is a battlefield for some. The entire point of that which can not last forever is to burn a memory into the person's mind. for example it's been a few years and I look back at these old mmorpgs that have died, magination, spider riders, and so much more. They were terrific mmorpgs. They have built a foundation that you can find has been built upon. They were amazing, they had good story arc, they connected to the TV show it was based on. They made sure that there were no over lapping to the TV show. It wasn't an ad, it was a good game. They involved players and made it worth playing. It wasn't confusing, it was awesome. They made sure it was to the best of there abilities. It was one of the few bestest MMORPGS I have ever played. These games were made to put memories in their players head to inspire them to push forward. Small games to large. All of them to inspire their players to do more. In Pokemon fans create games that have grown to become greater than the company itself. They do this because Pokemon is amazing. There's Pokemon academy which is a school teaching about Pokemon visual novel. All these fans creating content because Pokemon has inspired them to go beyond just watching it or playing it. They have inspired their players to create and inspire. To inspire hope for a better future for of happiness and enough to get us going. To believe in something even if it isn't real or there. To dream and make them come true. To make our Mark upon the world to change it. That is why people create or strive for. That is the path we choose.