Whats the point anymore

Hey guys princessprt here. It's been a bleh day. Kept finding dead birds near my morning classes so already bad start. We're having 2 tests at the end of this week. This week just feels like bleh. This weekend started out with me having so much energy and motivation but half way through it just fell. I don't feel motivated, I don't feel energetic, I guess I just feel hopeless? Schools not doing good. Due to reasons I can not explain the internet is getting cut. I fell tired and sick and I wanna just sit down and ignore it and I guess just ignore reality. Because I have gotten more notices about people I knew and people I was family or friends with just died. What's the point? With the way things are going there is a high chance that we won't be able to make rent or bills after this semester. Making YouTube videos has become to expensive and I don't know if I can even attempt to try and make even one a month. It's just everything is falling apart and it feels like my fault. Why is life so hard. It's just I'm tired everything is not going well and it's been a shitty week. I'll see you guys later

we are currently in the clear for this week

but im not sure about next week let alone next month.

Is it the end? Ending with a forever hiatus?

Hey guys princessprt here and i dont have any good news. As you all know i run a blog and a youtube channel. I also have a ask blog open over on tumblr so people can ask me questions. I know i havent been doing great on the new schedule but hey when life gives ya lemons. However i might be going on a very long hiatus which might last two months or more...or it might last for good. 2019 has been a rough month that is for certain. I lost another family member last week. Feburary wasnt a great month and janurary wasnt as pleasant either. The point im getting at is that things are getting tighter then before and i will have a choice to make this weekend. This choice will decide how the future turns out. From how it looks so far. The harder option will be chosen. The choice will be whether we can keep the home we have been renting or move. If we move i wont be able to take alot and i will loose my dog cocoa. The bigger problem with moving is that i will have to live with my grandmother for a good amount of time which could be as little as 2 months or more. Dont get me wrong i love my nana by i cant stand her. I will also loose alot of my mom's things. If i move ya'll probably wont hear from me for awhile. It costs 2000 dollars to just pay bills alone. Its almost come to the point where it would be to costly for me to run my youtube channel. I would ask you guys to check out my patreon and etsy but i cant. My etsy shop started to become to pricey to run as since no one was buying anything i was loosing money pretty quickly. My Patreon is currently under a Remodeling since it seemed to be a jumbo mess. Also i know you guys probably wont even if i did. Funny isnt it, when you work hard on something cause you just want it to fit but you cant... thats note the point now. The Point is that come this weekend i will know the final verdict. So i guess i'll see you guys this sunday.

Pokemon Sword and Shield have been Announced!

Hey guy princessprt here and i just got through listening to the pokemon direct livetream. Where they announced next gen 8 starters and the games being called Pokemon Sword and Pokemon Shield. Ya'll know im personally going for dat pokemon shield. The graphics look cool. The gyms Look on the outside in the trailer is slightly disappointing but hey its still looks cool. Also as always im going for a grass starter aka Grookey the grass monkey i think. As for why the outside look of the gyms are disappointing is because they arent really fitting the style of the towns which they've normally done before. Anyway So far it looks good but we can only tell in time. Anyway i will see ya'll later

Pokemon direct

Hey guys princessprt here and I guess I'll be talking about Pokemon direct. Pokemon direct is supposed to be I guess a streaming service where they announce stuff about Pokemon. Its actually a really good idea since if you look them up you immediately find the main site. So I guess they would save money on some advertising. Now onto the actual part I wanna discuss or talk about gen 8. Because while im excited I'm also very terrified. Let's talk about my worries

   So first off so far we've seen a Pokemon red vs blue remake either between games or something. My fear is that they'll keep remaking them. Yeah I get remaking the games is cool but at the same time it hasn't been spaced very well. If anything let's go Pikachu and Eevee probably turned me away from getting a Nintendo switch since I normally wait to see at least a good Pokemon game on it first. Now i get that let's go Eevee and pikacu was more of something of a time buy while they get everything else ready but it causes me to worry that they'll start doing red and blue Pokemon remakes between each game. Like in all honesty because of the 3d and a console with something bigger I would like to see the other games getting remade into the switch. 

   Like being able to see how the move we choose looks on our Pokemon. Or watching our Pokemon in Pokemon black, white, and their spin offs in the movies or in the Pokemon theaters. Or finding legendaries that are hiding in routes, I want explainations into how their able to hide so we'll. To Pokemon diamond, pearl, and platinum with being able to explore the distortion realm and the others realms. I want to see shadow Pokemon from Pokemon gales of darkness XD along with their purification process. Or another Pokemon rangers game. Maybe a spin off game similar to conquest. Or the multiple transportation options with some doing cool tricks due to combination of buttons. Along with Pokemon Amie and trainer Character customization.

   Another Worry is that it'll wind up like pikachu detective where it holds your hand through the entire game! I hope very much that this was just suppose to teach some controls for a later game because if not then im very disappointed. Also no more pokemon stadium type games i mean some of them are cool but others of them arent. Like If your going to go big on the advertisement then gear up and get it done instead of being something that is extremely...disappointing.

Anyway i will see you guys later and you all know im going to listen to pokemon direct anyway peace out.

Goals that seem impossible right now

Reaching 1 million or more subscribers
Getting nominated for anything choice award
Getting a play button from youtube because now they have stopped giving them out
Going on tour
Something I need to talk about

March Schedule

Hey guys princessprt here and Tell you about March's schedule.

Youtube Channel

Monday: Minecraft-Untold Stories

Wednesday: Roblox

Friday: Orwell

Saturday: Fire Emblem Shadows of War

Sunday:Legend of Zelda Starlight Adventures

Twitch Channel

Tuesday: SpeedRunners

Thursday: The Mean Greens-Plastic Warfare

?: Legend of Zelda Starlight Adventures

Blog aka here

• Waffle Recipes for Waffle Day
• Crafts/Recipes for St. Patricks day
• List of Favorite Frozen foods for Frozen food day
• No Selfies Day
• List of Girl scout activities
• Also Pie day and wierd types of pie (not including pizza!)

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Polls for April's Series

Youtube-Monday: https://linkto.run/p/X24GD9ZG

Twitch-Tuesday:https://linkto.run/p/U2BJQ8DD

Youtube-Wednesday: https://linkto.run/p/IA2GSJQ3

Twitch-Thursday: https://linkto.run/p/P7WMQCAW

Youtube-Friday: https://linkto.run/p/W0PYXGRK
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Also since Apirl the 1st is Apirl fools expect to see something about pranks or jokes to even trolls. Who knows who they'll be on. Also Apirl 22nd is easter so Expect a easter holiday special that day. anyway Talk to ya'll later!