April 2nd-5th

Hey guys princessprt here and I`ll be talking about my current week or basically Something that was 2-3 weeks ago. So heres the deal. Truth is I had a Horrible Week. Monday and Tuesday I came down with a bad Sinus Cold. Monday i had art class and we had to draw a nude model and after doing some drawing excerises we showed one of our final 5-6 (my brain is really tired so idk) pieces to the class. I saw the first 4 which were pretty cool. Which made me realise how horrible my pieces were. Granted I was to say the very least is that i got discouraged. To which I got really depressed because everyone was working with skill in some vary good mediums while All i could really do decent in was sketching, Color penciled, Markers, and Crayons. In truth i have Less than a month to get 3 half finnished pieces done and Start 2 pieces to then complete. Everything after that just turns into a blur i remember it but i can`t place it in a Order until Wednesday. On Tuesday I just remember I had just gotten finnished with the research for the Essay in English with finding links or resources to use. Wednesday we got to work on the art model again and i worked on my piece. Maybe i`ll make a poster for a 4th or 5th piece. Psycology teacher got sick so i had to get a ride home. I haven`t had a Wink of sleep. Now either im thinking of this morning or last morning. Either way got a call from nana chewing me out for not picking up my phone. Asked her what time this was and she said to check my phone which says Yesterday. Yeah, Fun fact my phone doesn`t time stamp calls if it goes pass a Day meaning i had no clue when she called. Reason why is because There were points where i was listening to music while being on the other side of the house doing something. So basically besides that my papal picks me up to take my to college. As we`re driving he sometimes doesn`t say anything to me on the way there. So the other times its either something that doesn`t really matter for exampl a dude have a hair cut that made papal think he was a she. Something that he shouldn`t be paying attention to like for example looking to see if the gates are open in the dam while driving on a different bridge. Sometimes Its something about for example my incompetence to do things. I am not joking, today i had to get new glasses so decided to go to grab them while heading to class. On the way to class papal wants me to put them in either the cup holder or in the seat because, his words exactly "Your going to set them down and loose them"  This is just one of the things he says. Then theres nana who doesn`t always call when she comes up like she is suppose to and funny thing is that when she does its because i missed her call. Also i just remembered something else she said in a morning call, on the cell or in person. this thing is that she was complaining about how i didnt pick up the phone and she decided to not come down there and if there was an emergency then she would just ignore it because i didn`t pick up her call. Funniest thing is that i actually went to bed early that night so i just slept through it. Thats not even the funniest part. No, its the fact that my nana shoves her way in every time she visits no matter what reason. Nor is it the fact that she confuses the fact of me doing MY GOD DAMN HOMEWORK with me playing on the computer and then she yells or screams at me because im just playing on the computer. Nor is it the fact that times when i correct her, she gives me a GOD DAMN ATTITUDE because for example she called a tool we had called the grab it hers and then is angery at me because i corrected her. Nor is it the fact that she Tells this lie of me doing nothing because she wants me to move in with her. Then i get a call from my dad Less than an hour ago saying that if this house wasn`t clean then i would be moved down to nana`s and Cocoa would be in the pound. Nana, you took this to the point of me nearly loosing my dog cocoa. She is worth more to me than you will ever understand, She is my sister and my Emotional Support dog. I have had one melt down every day of the week, Today i have had 3. I was so close to be over depression then it came crashing back down on me. Today is not a good day. This was not a good week. So readers answer me this. What would you do? I just feel like a ghost who is just going to disappear. Someone who is better off giving up. Becuase what is the point? Now if you`ll excuse me, i have stuff to do.