hey guys i just need to vent for a minute.

Hey guys whats up? Wanna know something? This sort of happens every once and awhile. I just get...depressed, no matter what i do i just get really depressed. I wanna be a youtuber, i wanna be able to make cool animations, i want to draw really well, i want to do so much...Truth be told when ever i look at someone else`s artwork and i look back at mine i just feel like...I`m not...good enough. When ever i try to animate something i look at animations to figure out how to should work..but i dont feel like i`m ever good...Also when ever i record sometimes it feels like no one is listening and i just feel really alone. Truth be told sometimes i get depressed watching others videos just makes me depressed. Other times it`s the brightest thing around. I cant record any more videos. My friends are moving far away...It just feels like i`m fading. Like i`m a ghost. I cant hangout with my friends much. It feels like i`m going to disappear. Right now i feel like i`m being forgotten....just feeling depressed. anyway i`ll probably get over this soon. See ya`ll later!