Very bad day

• Now have to study 3 hours of Advance Algebra and Trig- Cant make less than a A in class or trouble!
• Now have to clean the Toilet and Sink Daily. 
• Paniced earlier and got in trouble for it.
• Had a complete break/melt down.
• Havent been able to sleep at all
• I just dont feel good.
• Drew for a couple of hours. 
• I need a hug
• In 3 days the house needs to be clean meaning
• Old tv needs to be GONE
• No more piled up stuff.
• I just realised im still crying
• My dog wants nothing to do with me
• I think my dad hates me
• And Mom is to tired to care
• I`m going to study until 4:30 since  started at 2:30 meaning 2 hours off.
• Then im goning to make a plan of attack with the last hour.
• Dad said i have to get the 3 hours of studying done during band camp which is 9 days starting the 25th. 
• He also said i have to have All my chores done before i head to band camp. 
• In short I have to get up get dressed at 4:30am, Make sure i have everything, Pick up, Vaccum all the floors, Mop the wooden ones, Clean the toilet, Pick up and clean the sink, Eat, double check on everything, Study till 7 am, triple check everything, Grab it and put it in the car, go to band camp, Study during lunch, insert more band camp, Study during super, Insert possibly more band camp, go home, take a shower, head to bed. Then repeat for 8 more days.
• Lets see 31 days until school starts times 3 hours equals a total of 93 hours to do. But only 4 sections and a combined total of 81 subjects. But some subjects might take longer to do so who knows.
• Also since i`ll be aware of what i need for Adv. Algebra and Trig, I can prepare notes to bring to class. 
• Also i can use Quizlet for worded Math equations and math volcabulary.
• Plus if i run out of things to do on subjects i can always go look at college math tutrorials. 
• So i watch the learn video, practice/study for a hour then test, if its an A or B i pass on, If not then try again!
• Meaning i do 3 lessons a day if things go smoothly. 
• Then i  have us government and Civics to get ready for. 
• Plus having Ecomics is going to be tough.
• I have Visual art 1 & 2!
• Marching band and Conert band are normal
• Then Stem 2!
• My life SUCKS!!!
• Really need a vacation right now but im new to my medicine so i must stay.