Depresion is kicking in again

Hey guys princessprt here and i guess today i'll be talking about somethings. So as you guys may know the budget has gotten pretty tight. Thats kinda not the point of this though. The point is that the universe is an ass. During this last semester it got pretty hard and it felt like i was spinning in circles. Not only that but something have gotten worst and other things have changed. I had to get my medication changed. I'm waiting for labs to come back so i can call up the new doctors and see about an appointment. My depression is getting worst. It seems like the content i've been posting hasnt been good enough or never will be. Over 1/4 of the videos i've posted have gotten little to no views. Every time I make a piece that i think would be good enough it never is. Content i have made has yet to be good enough and i dont know if it ever will be. This semester has been a shitty semester with various reasons. I had my medication changed up to better suit going to classes because my old medicine started to be least effiecent aka it got close to stop working and the doc thinks i would do better with a different dosage on some of my medication. My depression has indeed worsened and I'm not doing myself any favors because i keep putting off seeing a psycologist or you know what i mean. anyway ive gotta go anyway see ya later