How the beginning of my week this week is shit

Hey guys princessprt here and today i will be talking about how bad the beginning of my week has been. To point this out i dont really do this except for on occasions. So lets start with sunday.
Sunday starts out with my Dad and i wake up at 11:30 am aka we overslept 30 minutes because we're both suppose to be up at 11 because my dad leaves at 1pm for work.
So i get up cook my dad food and do somethings later on my nana comes in because she visits about when he's about to leave. My nana had been upset and angry because she was refusing to change the schedule of my dentist because i had a visit to the Doctor psycologist which was on monday, Which i did tell her about previously. Therapy's appointment was at 1 and the dentist is at 2 with a 30 minute travel time if im lucky. shit happens and she is still refusing to change the appointment. Reason why im asking her is because 1. i cant drive and 2.Im trying to go around her schedule. Now after she left i have a issue with my dad being that he knows my phone does not register or basically it doesnt show when im getting called likie my nana could call me 5 times and my phone not ring at all or even show a call log of missed calls. My dad gets angry because he had gone out to the car and forgot something because of reasons and honks the car and I will tell ya'll this much if i hear a car honk i dont go outside an check we live across from a place they tow cars the cars sometimes get honked its not normal.then i hear him yell at me and he is pissed. So let me restate early that my phone doesnt always pickup let alone register that i have gotten a call from someone. My nana has chewed me out for not having my phone on me at all times because of it well guess what sherlock its something that i have told her, my dad and multi people about and they've even gotten proof that it didnt pick up or even register the call. I will get chewed out by my nana if i miss a call by a few secounds or even an hour if i miss it for whatever reason if i didnt hear it, if it didnt fucking ring, if i am busy doing something where i cant pickup, If i am fucking asleep, i will get my ass chewed out by her. My dad will get onto me when he knows an has seen this happen because he will always assume its my fault i missed the call. If my dad is reading this dont deny it, because it fucking happened 4 times. On the way home he called and my phone didnt ring, Nana spammed the shit out of my phone because i was talking a fucking nap. Im in the bathroom and left my phone in the living room, My PHONE DIDNT FREAKING RING. Oh yeah that was just the beginning of a shitty day because there are days where i dont feel like eating because it feels like im full, its depression or anxiety or something because i went the full day with out eating except like a graham cracker or two. Today started good but turned bad cause i went to turn on the oven via the control sort of thing on the oven and it broke or better yet it popped out of fucking place. it works but is slowly slipping away. Anyway i will see ya'll later

2019 E3

Hey, guys princessprt here and today I guess I'll talk about E3 for 2019. As ya'll know or don't know E3 is Known as Electronic Entertainment Expo. I will say that beforehand I've had reasons to not like E3 because not a lot of the game creators put out were in my interest but I will say its different this year.
Let's start with Nintendo. So as ya'll know from yesterday's rant/post I don't have a Nintendo switch and didn't plan on getting one. Welp I just saw the E3 thing earlier today and that may or may not change. to clarify I'm not getting it because of Pokemon Sword and shield which I still don't plan to get, i plan to get it because of ot Zelda Breath of the wilds sequel. Anyway, Nintendo did well this year.
   Now Onto Microsoft, I will say I am excited about Minecraft Dungeons and several other pc games they have announced. So Microsoft is doing Excellent
 Lets see what the rest of this list looks like
https://www.techradar.com/news/e3-2019
I will say it looks epic so go check it out!

Pokemon sword and shield

Hey guys, princessprt here and today we'll be talking about Pokemon sword and shield. Now around November 15th of this year is when this game is supposed to come out. Now in case any of yall think I'm going to buy the game and play let me point out that it's only playable on The Nintendo switch and no offense to the game but I don't have high hopes for it. After all I'm not going to buy a console for just a single game. The Pokemon games like Pokemon go Eevee, Pikachu and Pikachu detective have given me reason to doubt Pokemon's games. Pikachu detective was worded to sound like a decent game that any normal player might take awhile to get through. It took  me less than a day to play it and I was pissed. Pikachu detective sounded great but was actually very bad and I'm still upset about it. I like mystery games where you play the detective and seeing Pokemon coming out with one was great but when I played it was just bad. Some clues didn't make sense and it forces the player to play one style. You could find clues but otherwise it just sucked. Sorry Pikachu detective was not a good game in my opinion and I'm sad to say that Pokemon sword and shield don't really give anything to interest me in buying it. It just seems like a glorified Pokemon go add-on. So in short it seems Pokemon the company quality of games has gone to shit. I don't mean graphics cause those look great but the storyline and things that held alot of old Pokemon players to the company has gone to shit. I mean don't get me wrong but I absolutely don't like it when a company I have been with when I was little beings to feel like playing their games causes one to loose brain cells. Hell Pokemon's fanbase is able to create fan games much better than the company. The storyline in them are awesome even tho their graphics aren't 3d. In this case in the pursuit of better graphics and money Pokemon seems to have lost the ability to write great stories. I honestly think it's a good thing that they haven't remade Pokemon pearl/diamond/platinum because I would worry over the fact that the story wouldn't be as great as the 1st. Anyway this Pokemon gamer is off to go do stuff. I'll see y'all later. Princessprt signing off

Quick post

Hey have any of y'all had it where you had so much you planned to do and yet you only wound up doing a bit of it because you get so depressed before doing it that you give up? Yeah currently feeling that way. Wanted to record some videos during the week but alas depression has struck again. Anyway I did do somethings and it feels like I'm on the mend again. Hopefully depression will stay gone. See you guys later

Nuzlocke Eternity Modpack: Complete

Hey guys princessprt here and wanted to let you guys know i have a new website out called princessprt's content. On it you can find the beginning of series that i have made along with projects that i've been working on. If you wanna Show me some support for the content i have made then go to my patreon and pledge any amount of money on there. You can get rewards such as the role called Patreon knights on Discord along with seeing content that i make on patreon. you can also decide what my next livestream is going to be and some thumbnails.
My website is : Princessprt's Content
My Patreon is: Princessprt
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On the new website Minecraft>Modpacks
my new modpack called nuzlocke eternity is now finnished. Hopefully a server will be coming soon so ya'll can hop on and play it. but otherwise hope ya'll have a lovely day

Campaign/oneshot im making

Hey guys princessprt here and I wanted to tell y'all about a campaign/oneshot I was working on. so players start out in this maze to enter a plane because this plane kidnaps people. So the players have to find out why. They hear about a horrible creature which has killed many. However to enter it's domain you must find out how it got there in the first place. The password hint being I am an omen. This refers the the beast's past who is named omen. No omen is not the password it's the beast's name not their past name. So players level up and find out the password and I hope they reach level 20 before they find out. Because entering Omen's plane is to understand that you are entering a plane that would consist of chaotic evil. Thing is tho that both planes are held together by Omen's sister who casted this spell on her to try and save her. Where the plane separates into two halves one half trying to help and the other half trying to protect. The side that protects believes killing omen is a bad idea and has become twisted trying to protect her. This side is the Demi plane. Both planes held together by the spirit of a choosen hero. The Demi plane is as chaotic and unfair as it gets. The plane's goal is to protect omen however this means dunegons that have come to be are like little safe Havens because omen doesn't go where she knows that traps are. If the players are made of anything but meat they are kinda safe so long as they don't interfere with omen and her hunting. There is currently only one way to escape and close both planes sending everyone back to when and where they belong. It is to kill omen. There are other ways but an idea is to have a npc party race off against the current party. The npc party's secert is that they are being tricked by the ancient evil that caused omen to become her undead self. The party should find this out before entering the place.So far we have the Darkest Oceans where a bunch of terrifying things lie in wait for careless adventures to wander for perhaps a meal. thats only 1/13 of the areas i have planned. Each Area sort of counts as a Different boss stage. So hope to run into a dunegon before your health drops to low. anyway i'll talk to ya'll later bye!

Depresion is kicking in again

Hey guys princessprt here and i guess today i'll be talking about somethings. So as you guys may know the budget has gotten pretty tight. Thats kinda not the point of this though. The point is that the universe is an ass. During this last semester it got pretty hard and it felt like i was spinning in circles. Not only that but something have gotten worst and other things have changed. I had to get my medication changed. I'm waiting for labs to come back so i can call up the new doctors and see about an appointment. My depression is getting worst. It seems like the content i've been posting hasnt been good enough or never will be. Over 1/4 of the videos i've posted have gotten little to no views. Every time I make a piece that i think would be good enough it never is. Content i have made has yet to be good enough and i dont know if it ever will be. This semester has been a shitty semester with various reasons. I had my medication changed up to better suit going to classes because my old medicine started to be least effiecent aka it got close to stop working and the doc thinks i would do better with a different dosage on some of my medication. My depression has indeed worsened and I'm not doing myself any favors because i keep putting off seeing a psycologist or you know what i mean. anyway ive gotta go anyway see ya later